True is that the amount of time you know a person does not reflect how well you know him and he may not reciprocate your degree of friendliness. Furthermore when comparisons set in, shit feeling arises!!! What e hell!!! [Ser, once only hor! Haahaa]
But, sometimes I cant help but feel unjust and undeserving for myself for being a victim of such treatment from *SOME PPLE* sometimes. I mean haven't you ever felt that you putting in so much effort and time deserves a *Thank You* or even a gesture of appreciation sometimes. A question in an sms deserves an ans or a reply. Is that not what communication is all about. Can't help but feel that I can link it back to superficiality again! If a pretty babe carries an air of non-chalance in making friends, she will be greeted with warmth still but if a less attractive female does that, heck care! Ok, maybe Im being extreme here but to a certain extent this kind scenario exists. Guys will tend to be more pro-active when it comes to a pretty babe.

Anyway, I guess it's just a bout of PMS, it's really gonna be the time of the month soon. Been finding fault with everybody recently! Not the major kinds but just picking out small small details that will just aid in filling my bucket faster n fuller n heavier!

If you pple out there feel that I look confident and totally at ease with myself, well, what can I say, Im GoOooOOOOOD!!! 'Coz I can tell ya that I m actually a very insecure person! I have loads of insecurities 'bout myself and any comment that you give me may be taken critically but I m totally susceptible to any comments good and bad alike!!!