Wo~ It has definitely been awhile since i last posted a wordy entry.

Afraid. Im afraid of what the future holds for me. The differences held by the piece of cert i shall hold in my hand when i go for my subsequent interviews. The inferiorty withheld inside.

No doubt im contented with a job found but face it! The paycheck? The working environment? My jobscope? These uncertainties remain a mystery. Future.

Worser still when these are not propelling me to act the way i should. Studying harder, so much HARDER!
" Jia, you should find a job related to fashion merchandising next time. "
Easier said than done.
Job options
Competition
Qualifications
Paycheck
Competency

For the past whole week, i have been very disciplined in either running or swimming every day. Sometimes twice a day. I have to translate this determination onto my studies. Nonetheless, i feel good after the workouts. Although my weight has not been declining but the increment in confidence and energy level has been more than compensated for.

Louie, Thankew for putting up with my nonsense, the spoilt brat in me, and the constant tyranny you have been exposed to. Thankew so much! I REALLY want nobody except you by my side...

• The moment my nails start growing out, i will scratch like there's no tomorrow.
• But, it all begins with the discovery of a lil scalp dirt when an itch occurs. A lil common scalp itch... ...
• The routine starts with the forehead hairline, to the back and finally when it comes to a stage whereby i feel myself ~transcending through the clouds~ ( oblivious to the ongoings and trapped in my own world of scratching my scalp mechanically ) i will even flip my hair and dig at my scalp.
• Its utterly disgusting to you, but superfly high for me. Especially so of the satisfaction i get when there is residue in my nails.
• I sometimes scratch until there are open wounds and it starts to bleed.

Well, im trying to kick this bad habit of mine by maintaining no nails ( no whitish grow out nails ) I guess only mich will understand this weird obsession of ours!

WEIRD FACT #5::I can sit on the toiletbowl the whole day long doing my business for as long as it takes to finish whatever im reading!

• Well, i will always EQUIP myself with a book or newspapers or magazines while clearing my bowels. Hence, the number of reading materials in the bathroom
• If i know that the "FEELING" is coming fast, i will still grab a reading article and rush into e bathroom. ( Nope, no accidents have happened so far )
• If i read too fast and my materials run out before my job is done, i will start reaching out for the array of toiletries, personal care items i have in e bathroom and read their descriptions.

But due to the danger of growing piles, i no longer force myself to SH** while trying to complete the materials. Instead i just sit there and complete my readings before cleaning after myself.

WEIRD FACT#6:: i DROOL if i SLEEP SEATED! i drool ( due to my braces. drooling has never ocurred to me pre-braces )::

• while sleeping in a train,
• Dozed off in a bus,
• On Louie's arm,
• taking a short nap in the library with my head on the desk... ...

Recently i have learnt the art of arousing from my sleep the moment i start drooling. With my head tilted down, i will HOOVER *SHUUU* my saliva, pretend nth has happened and continue with my sleep...HEHE=) But i still need more practice to perfect this art. Often i still find drool stains on my tees...It may be embarrassing to noe that pple sitted opposite you may have spotted you with that drool hanging off the corner of ur mouth. However, my reasoning is, do they actually recognise you the next time you are in the same carriage as them? NOPE.( Unless, you are seated there, the same train, the same time, everyday and so does he/she. ) SO NO WORRIES! DROOL ON! Haahaa!

WEIRD FACT#7::i love to bite pple! ( specifically LOUIE ) When nobody is looking, i will inch closer to louis's left arm n UuUUMMMMMMMMMMM!!! Just like how babies like to gnaw stuff when they are teething? I reason cos of the discomfort my braces are causing me resulting in a similar situation as that faced by infants. Feedback from him is that small chew hurts more than a big bite....i guess i now know what to do.... Hehe=P

- KJ WEIRD FACT FILES - CLOSED for now...

WEIRD FACT #1:: i am a FLAT-FOOTER!
Doesn't that resemble a bar of soap on e floor? My FEET are just so FLAT n WIDE n HUGE! An ant can barely crawl through that OPENING created when my feet are placed sole-to-sole!
Hence, im always experiencing difficulty in buying footwear::

• I grew up wearing Nike MENS Footwear when the biggest WOMENS size cldn "feet" me. ( That was then when they didn have such huge sizes for WOMENS I suppose. )
• I flattened the arc on my pair of Adidas shoes.
• My feet are too wide and too flat to be sitted comfortably in a normal pair of Birks. ( I need extra WIDE services.)
• My pair of NEW BALANCE trainers had to come in EXTRA WIDTH.
• Fashion shoes are a tad too small and tight-fitting for me.

So, if you noticed, im always wearing a certain pair of footwear for a certain period of time until its time is up or rather a replacement has been found. If not, flip flops are my best buds. ( OH! My current pair of slippers are Nike Mensfootwear!*winks* )

WEIRD FACT #2::i love to nip the corners ( They are abit furry now!Hehe! ) of my FBT shorts or anything that is nip-worthy. For E.g::

• Corners of my FBT shorts.
• Corners of my Pillow(s) (cases)
• Louie's Left ear. ( Cos there's this lil pointy and fleshy triangle jutting from the top of his ear.Perfect for nipping! Hehe. )

WEIRD FACT #3:: i can perform stunts with a float. ( But OF Course, I meant when i was young! ) When i was still bobbing around in the water with the aid of an inflatable float ( e round kind ), i could swivel around ditto roulette wheel and be totally immersed in my own lil' spinning world. That, by tucking one leg under e other and like a stirring spoon, start "stirring" my legs with my body in sync and VOILA!!!Hehe. Well, that was a looong time ago but since i have never seen another kid do that, i suppose i was the ONE AND ONLY SMARTYPANTS PIONEER who was bored enough to literally pull pff a stunt lidat!

- KJ WEIRD FACTS FILE - End of Part I -

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