Should I or should I not.
The question that has plagued me for the past week and especially for the past 2 nights. Yeap! My magnified panda eyes are evidently the poor and innocent victims of this saga. Not that they are not already further brought into the limellight by my bowl cut fringe.
River Island is recruiting retail advisors/RETAIL ASSISTANTS glorified. But, that will mean crtical scrutinising by shan wee, daniel ong and peifen and a whole lot of morale and confidence booster, 10,000 million inch thick face, just to try my luck at it.
A soon-to-be graduate as a retail assistant? What a joke! Sigh. My dream job is to be a retail merchandiser but in Singapore, climbing Mt. Everest might prove to be an easier task. I might just try my luck at a retail advisor, it may propel me to greater heights I never knew. I might just succeed in channeling my way up to being a merchandiser in the management side. *Dreaming* Anyway, to work in the fashion or retail industry, I will need all the experience i can accumulate for it to look good on my resume and earn me a higher wage.
Worst comes to worst, I will just feel humiliated after the interview and I will not get the job. BACK to square 1.Finish my degree, go for countless interviews and finally land my butt on a cushy and comfy/full of pins and needles office chair somewhere.
Or, I might just get myself that part time job but realise that it is but another part time stint that will not raise me anywhere higher than the cold hard floor of the store.
But the question still boils down to what I want to accomplish in my life and what my dad wishes to see me do. Join my dad at Union Auto supply Singapore pte ltd or attempt to carve out the life I want while he watches on cynically and doubtfully.
If I do go for the interview tomorrow, I do wish for a miracle. Anyhow, reading up on River Island's background and preparing my answers should be sufficient I suppose!

I saw myself as a full time couch potato/channel surfer for the whole of yesterday actually but a turn of events which included my passport, a red dress and my black pointed heels led me to JB Terbrau City and attending a Truly Asia Chinese style Wedding Banquet.

Within 2 hours, I bought a pair of earrings and a necklace from Topshop and a RED leather wallet from Mango. The price tags looked like they cost a lot less than they do back in Sg. Please tell me that S$30 for a pair of earrings and enormously beaded necklace from Topshop is very much worth it and a S$20 RED Leather wallet from Mango was worth my deliberation.

I think Terbrau City is much more worthy of a visit as compared to Vivocity. Padini, Elle, U2, G2000, Mango, Esprit, Guess, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, Seed, VNC, Roxy, Quiksilver, Popular, Watsons, Jusco…You will gain more outta your moolah in Terbrau City than from Vivo DEFINITELY!

The wedding banquet was an eye opener. There were spontaneous people belting out hokkien oldies to wu ding throughout the entire dinner.
I told my dad that he was gonna go through 2 more wedding banquets sitting at the red table. But he claimed that he could do without it, in fact, he didn’t want it. Hehe! I think that spells GOOD NEWS to NUNU and I!
Anyway, there was a loooong jam at the Malaysian customs and we only reached home @1am! We were out for 12 hours straight.

I wanna go back there 1 day!!!

imkaijie::
In the morning I already found out that I was BLOODY and I even took a dump and emptied out the entire contents. Everything was still fine and I even went bugis junction to meet louis yest @ about 2.30 and I was totally starved.
I think I ate my Yoshinoya too quickly or I was beyond starved. I started to feel uncomfortable after lunch. I visited the toilet but it was useless and at the same time, the cramps came along. I didnt want to spoil the fun day ahead so we went to get pink panadol and it was totally unlike me to take 2 @ one go but I just wanted to see results sooner.
But by that time, the cramps were rather bad and we were desperately looking for a place to sit. We ended up at the basement foodcourt where I just sat down and lied face down on louis's lap.At first it was still bearable, I just kept telling myself that the painkiller was gonna take effect v soon and I will be trawling the shops of bugis junction very soon. But it just became worser! I felt dizzy, the cramps kept coming and going, I felt like shitting, I felt like puking! I just wanted to flip onto the floor, I wished that I would pass out so that I could not feel the pain. Louis kept asking me wht I wanted to get a cab, take e train, chiong home but I could only manage a weak nod, half the time thinking why he was asking me so many qns when I had 0 strength to ans and the other half of the time I was contemplating my next step.I tried to prop myself against the table but I felt myself slipping away, even while I was lying on his lap if not for him, I would have slipped onto the floor. It was really only after much thought that I managed a " Call the ambulance" I think I freaked him out.There was no other way I was leaving that seat.

While we were waiting for the ambulance, all I was thinking was " Y are they not here yet? What is gonna happen to me? "Somebody offered me the medicated oil but I felt that it was only gonna make me feel worse. He then handed louis an AIA namecard and to call him if we needed any help. Someone asked if I were pregnant.MY GOSH!

The paramedics finally came, propped me onto the wheelchair and wheeled me onto the ambulance and conveniently converted the wheelchair into a stretcher. The moment I lied down I become more comfortable. He took my heartbeat, blood pressure, provided me with oxygen. He freaked me when he asked if I was sure I had to heart problems cos apparently I had a slower heart rate den normality.I jus told him that my dad had heart attack. I was so afraid that I was gonna have heart complications.

The moment we reached sgh, I asked louis to call my mum and I was wheeled out of sight into a&e.My mum, being the efficient worker that she was, called my cousin who just heng heng ended her course upstairs and came down to look for me.By that time, my cramps were less jia lat and I stopped "sweating" but I was shivering so hard that they looked like spasms attacking diff parts of my body at the same time. Nobody seemed to notice and I realised why when she said that it was normal.My cousin asked me to call louis and my mum to say that Im fine, very smart move.

The nurse gave me 2 painkiller and an antacid tablet to chew and sent me to the observation ward for the nxt 2 hours to monitor the effects of the med.They came to look for me while I was there. I guess they all looked real worried. Im sorry. Thankew baby, Thanks for being so calm and composed.Thanks for being with me all the way.

I almost wanted to cry when I was narrating the incidents to my mum, guess I was just feeling guilty cos they all looked worried sick. The privileges came today, I almost got a free ride from my dad, chicken essence, specially cooked food...hehe...Thanks to nana too, my couz...learnt so much from her within such a short span..Guess I shall guai guai stick to my bai feng pills every mth...

12-16th Nov 2006
Morgan Stanley Asia Pacific Summit 2006
“1 on 1 desk 12th floor”
5 hours of sleep on the average. Formal wear. Torturous heels. Handouts. Good food. Bitching. United colleagues.
Haahaa. I will do it again next year if I could.

After 5days of heels, for the FIRST time in my life I actually faced a problem wearing FLIP FLOPS!!! I stepped into air ‘cos I misjudged the floor!

I reeeeeealli cant reply the tags on my chatterbox!ARRRRGH!!!

imkaijie->small-dark-handsome::
Thankew small-dark-handsome!But who are ya?HOBBIT?

Sumo House!!!Hmmm...cheap is cheap...but i seriously DO NOT RECOMMEND!Leaves you UNCOMFORTABLY FULL. Distasteful! 

BOtaNiC GaRDENS!!! 

ARGH!!!I ve been trying to reply the tags but TO NO AVAIL!!!My OWN CHATTERBOX REFUSES to post my REPLIES!!!URGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!PEKCHEK!!!PCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPCPC!!!

THANKEW PEEPS!!! YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY! You ve all made me a very HAPPY PERSON!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! MORALE BOOSTERS!!! THANKEW THANKEW THANKEW!!! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!

i 've BANGS!!!Yeap!
Spent 3bucks last nite for a fringe trimming.
Spent 3bucks tdy for a BOWL FRINGE!
Haahaa! Im satisfied overall but I cant decide whether i like it or hate it. But, 1 thing for sure, I gotta LIVE WITH IT, at least for awhile.
If you see it pinned up or me wearing a cap, verdict:: I HATE IT!!!
Haahaa. I feel like there's a perpetual LID( gai4 ) over my forehead.
My face looks rounder, i look so much like a kid!
But, I swear I had this hair once when I was a lil kid!
YOU be the JUDGE!!!
BOWL!!!